A slideshow of me and the stages of my eating disorder. I cannot believe that I was so underweight and thought i was way over the normal.
Thank you everyone for the positive comments.
If anyone ever needs support in his or her recovery or just wants to rant about anything in the eating disorder world, I’m always up for talking, and I will respond within a day if you leave me a message. : ) I check my e-mail frequently, so I always know when I have a youtube message/comment/etc. Some people left stupid comments, and I think you should be doing more productive things than searching eating disorder videos just to tell the sufferer that he or she is fat.
If anyone has any questions concerning my eating disorder and treatment, for I obviously couldn’t include my entire life in a few minute that was mostly based on pictures, feel free to ask anything. Even if you are fairly unacquainted with eating disorders and have any clarifications on terms (I find the internet to be a usually invalid source when it comes to this subject), feel free to ask.
^new recovery video, better quality, gives some more depth to my story and some recent pictures
Suggestions are happily accepted about new videos to make.
Duration : 0:3:42
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fight for recovery. …
fight for recovery. if you can get to it, you can get through it. you are beautiful.,
I am so glad you …
I am so glad you could get out from it. Congratulations and KEEP LIKE THIS! You are beautiful, really!!!!!!!!
Congratulations, …
Congratulations, what a huge recovery….You look gorgeous now. You inspire me to do the same one day..
I feel ya, girl. I …
I feel ya, girl. I am a perfectionist with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, BDD, and unidentified nervosa, so I know precisely how acutely exhausting the mind can be. Bonne chance, mon petit chou, et de ne jamais céder à la tromperie!
Your really pretty …
Your really pretty btw
You should be proud of yourself, youve done so well!
u shud still gain …
u shud still gain sum more weight
Oh girl, you have …
Take care! PS You look gorgeous in last photo!! 
Oh girl, you have so much strengh! I admire you for your power and brave. I hope you will be lucky in your life and healthy.
Wow. You’re so …
Wow. You’re so strong.
@bex2k71491 @ …
@bex2k71491 @bex2k71491 thanks! i had lost 8 pounds in the hospital, not gained. and i say it was water weight because i’m fairly sure it’s almost impossible to lost 8 pounds in 8 days of pure weight, and I had been on pedialyte the week before which had made me gain 4 pounds in 4 days in mostly if not only water weight (high salt content – had needed it to increase my blood pressure). So I figured that about half of the weight i lost in the 8 days in the hospital was water weight.
Hey, u’ve done a …
Hey, u’ve done a great job makin this vid as well as recovering – keep strong ur a very pretty girl! You know how u said u gained 8lbs in hospital..4lbs of which was water weight..how did u know its water weight n not normal fatty weight? iv put on a couple of pounds n trying not to freak out about it seeing as im off college for easter n not drinking enough, im wondering whether whatever i am drinkin is just stayin on?
@modernheiress …
@modernheiress almost 5’3″
GREAT video, thanks …
GREAT video, thanks for sharing. You can help a lot of other girls. Love, mv
i am so proud of …
keep up the good work..ur story is inspiring others to get betta!!!
i am so proud of how your on your way to battle this and brave enuff to post this on you tube despite all the comments..you are a beautiful young adult and i wish you the best of luck to your road of recovery
how tall are u hun?
how tall are u hun?
You are so …
You are so naturally pretty. You are gorgeous, whether thin or fat – u will always have a gorgeous face!
Darling girl, that …
Hope you’re doing well!!
Darling girl, that was amazing:) I am a recovered anorexic though I’m suffering from gastroparesis as a result of the years of self-abuse. You have such STRENGTH in you to battle your inner demons like that…and you are SO beautiful in that last picture! Congrats
I’m so proud of you …
I’m so proud of you. I know recovery is a hard thing and scary too. I’m working on getting better myself, this just gives me more hope.
You look fantastic …
You look fantastic in your last photo- I’m so glad for you! You’re gorgeous, and have the most stunning eyes.
Mr thereper needs …
Mr thereper needs to get fucked!!! Omg you CHOOSE to watch this video so why don’t ya keep ya opinions to ya self!!! I think your very brave and spredding awareness to all them
Girls out there!! Don’t let anyone bring you down!!!xxx
How tall are you??
How tall are you??
The last pic U look …
The last pic U look AMAZING!!! god bless u
Your last picture …
Your last picture is gorgeous !
there are some …
there are some people who eat so much but they cannot gain weight, that doesnt mean their anorexic, right? i mean, i eat like a fat pig but i NEVER gain weight, it’s annoying.
You’re beautiful, i wish i could put on weight and there are crazy people out there with beautiful curvy bodies trying to lose it…it makes me mad
mental disorder my …
mental disorder my ass!!!
all those bulimia and anorexics are just shouting out: “i need attention!! give me some attention!!”
shit… those cunts…
those spoiled reject their FOOD while there are millions of people who lick the soil in search of grain or some just to stuff their stomachs with something!
fuck em’ anorectic cunts… let them eat? starve… instead of donating money heal a food rejecting disease donate money to people without food!!!!!
WTF?? you have no …
WTF?? you have no idea how creepy anorexic ppl look ….
you look pretty in the last picture, very brave for kicking ana’s ass!!!